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PostSubject: The Only Exception   Sun Feb 03, 2013 7:08 am

Okay so, this is not read over. Its late and im tired! I just wanted you to have something to read when you get up since you finished that AWESOME fic for me:D
I love you!
Hope you slept good!
I shall talk to you in the morning!
*Huggles*

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When I was younger, I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart and I watched
As he tried to reassemble it


Killian had never been one to think of himself as some person who would find love. With the hard life he had lived it just didnt seem like love and actual romantics were int he books for him. He did flirt and screw but nothing ever serious, one night stands or just friends, never anything passed that. And his thinking on love only got worse when he finally met his parents just to learn that they had separated.
As his mother recounted the experience he could just see his father's face, his eyes tearful. He could just watch as his family tried to pick up the broken piece's of what they once were and what they once had.
"He broke his own heart...I guess he didnt want to hurt me so he sabotaged out relationship until he just broke it off." Trever sighed softly as he held Killian's hand.
The boy had come to him wanting to know everything that had happened while he wasnt around and he had been especially interested in the demise of his and Barry's relationship.



And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist



"I wont ever forget...." Trever shook his head, how could he? Barry had been his first love, his everything when he had been smaller and then it had all been gone in a blink of an eye. Trever had not had any way he could stop it either, he was forced to just watch it all crumble.
"Love doesnt exist, does et mom?" Killian looked at him, just a side long glance as his mind shuffled through the information.
"It does." Trever nodded his head. "It does, its just hard to find sometimes, and you have to work on it a lot, and even though there is a love in a relationship, sometimes it just doesnt last." He had loved Barry, and he knew Barry had loved him, and yet they had not made it.
"Well fineh then, ah don' think ah well ever beh in loveh, soh ah wont worreh with et." The younger boy had shrugged it off as one of life's tragedies.


But darling, you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception


But now, as he laid under Luca, his body totally exposed to the other man, he couldnt help but think that he was the exception. Killian had his rules, dont get attached, dont let anyone move in, just dont get too close.
But here he was, sharing a home with this man, and letting Luca touch him in ways no one else had ever done. He found himself thinking of the other boy daily, and smiling just at the thought of his smile. As sappy as it sounded, he was falling in love.
And he couldnt have that. He did not want to be in love. It was not worth all the pain it could cause, but as he looked up at Luca's face, into the mans eyes as he was thrust into, he couldnt help but forget about his rules of love. Maybe it wasnt so bad to be in love, if only with Luca.
He was the exception, after all.

Maybe I know, somewhere deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone
Or keep a straight face.


Their first actual fight had blown up in his face. It had been over none other than jealousy. Killian had kissed Shion and Luca had seen it.
And then he had promptly outed Killian to his friends about bottoming, something he had specifically asked the man not to do, several times.
He had threatened Luca with a knife, but hoped that Kaiden and Shion would forget about it.
They didnt.
The jokes on him had been merciless, and he found himself sleeping on the couch just so he wouldnt have to look at the other man. True lose his arse. He had told himself he loved Luca but that must have been a heat of the moment, passion thing because he sure didnt WANT to love him now. He was hurting, as pitiful as it sounded. The one thing he had strived to get people to think about him was gone. Killian always wanted people to look at him and think that he was an independent person. He did not take any sh*t or lip for anyone, yet he would lay on his back for that crocodile?
No way.
No way in hell.
Luca should not have done that to him. Killian could understand he was jealous, but that was not excuse.
Obviously the man could not be trusted.
He would just have to put walls up to keep the other man out. It was apparent as Luca poked his head out of the door, eyeing him on the couch.
"Killian, come on. Dont sulk like that!"
"Dont ya tell meh whah ta do ya noh good crocodile! Ah trusted ya! Ah let ya top meh! An ya stabbed meh in tha back! Ya can ferget about bein mah friend! And ya can even forget ya sex!" As amazing as sex with Luca was, Killian refused to subject himself to it, screw how good it was, he did not need it to live and he did not want it on his mind.
Besides, maybe Luca would record it and pass it out for the world to see.

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk


The first week was hard, and it shouldnt have been. He had always lived this way, keeping a certain distance from everyone, only getting close enough to grab a quickie and go.
But this was different.
This was someone he genuinely cared about and he disliked the arguing. He didnt want Luca to be angry at him but how had he done anything wrong? They had not been an official couple so he could screw and touch whoever he dang well pleased.
But he probably shouldnt have done it.
Still though, Killian was set on the fact that no matter what he had done, he had not deserve to have it on blast for everyone to hear.
Just what he gets for trusting someone.
It seems to have proven him right.
It wasnt worth the risk.

But you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception


As a month passed of him giving Luca the cold shoulder, he laid on the couch on night, almost asleep when the other burst into the room, jumping over the back of the couch and landing on Killian.
"Jus whah in tha bloodeh ell doh ya think yar doin!" Killian struggled only to have Luca force his hands above his head.
"Shut up! And listen!" The man demanded, the firely look in his eyes halting Killian and his speaking.
"Im SORRY okay? I did not mean to cause all of this but dangit Killian! I LOVE YOU for Christ sakes! I thought we had a relationship! At least thats what I wanted and I know you wanted it too! Im not stupid! If you didnt want it, you wouldnt have been with me, letting me stay here and having me tag along with you all the time! You love me too!"
"Soh!" Killian growled, thrashing wildly. "Thah doesnt change whah ya did!"
"I said I was sorry!"
"Sorreh doesnt cut et! Why should ah forgive ya!" Killian locked eyes with the other man, only to see Luca's gaze softly, his head lowering.
'Because...you love me..."
And that as it, Luca has covered Killian's lips with his own ina miserably hot kiss. A kiss that both men had been yearning for, but neither had been willing to apologize in order to get said kiss.

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof, it's not a dream, oh


The kiss lead to more and once again Killian found himself withering in pleasure under none other than one Luca Lively.
He just couldnt seem to resist.
He wondered if this was a dream, if when he woke in the morning Luca would be gone...
But as the man whispered sweet nothings in his ear with every thrust, Killian couldnt be bothered enough to worry with that long. Even if Luca were to just up and leave in the morning, Killian couldnt help but think of how his mother had, and trust that he was right.
Even if Luca did leave, this night, everything they had, it would always mean something to him and he was better to have experienced it.
Those were his thoughts as his hands scrapped up the other boys back.

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception


As Luca snored beside him, still basking in the remnants of their love making, Killian turned his head to the side, his words washing over the other mans cheek.
"Ah loveh ya, Crocodile...."
And the night went on.
Blinking awake the next morning only to find Luca still with him, a strong arm curled around his waist. Killian couldnt help but think he truly was the only exception.

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing



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