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Kelly Braxton

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PostSubject: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyMon Jul 29, 2013 1:51 am

Morgue's smile was bright as he looked in the body length mirror in front of him, tilting his head back slightly so his neck was fully erect. He massaged his throat gently, taking note of every detail, especially the irritated feeling he was getting in his throat. He would simply have to be careful today.
Tonight was what could possibly be the biggest show of his "career." Tonight he could be upgraded to be a headliner of a much larger freak show than the one he was a part of.
However, he did have some competition. There was one other man auditioning for the headlining act tonight as well. So, Morgue would simply have to surprise everyone more than this other man possibly could. But he was not sure just how hard that was going to be. He'd heard this guy could swallow five swords at once, while the most Morgue had done was three.
This would take some practice.
So Morgue laid his five swords out one by one in front of him, preparing himself.
And five minutes later, he was successfully balancing five of the thick blades in his esophagus. He grinned triumphantly, but kept calm as he reached for a sixth, knowing if he could master six swords at once, he would definitely win tonight.
But as he tried to get the sixth one down, he realized it was simply not going to happen. And Morgue always knew when to quit, when to stop before he hurt himself.
So he quickly withdrew the sixth sword, along with the other five, sighing softly as he turned into the nearest trash can to cough up some bile. He ran a hand through his hair as he looked around for Finn who had been "helping" him practice for this event for the past week.
And by helping, that meant yelling at him when he would mess up.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyTue Jul 30, 2013 7:33 pm

"Tsk." Finn's eyes rolled over to Morgue, his expression sour as ever, complete with his infamous lip curl. "Da*mn Marilyn. I would think with as much cock as you suck you would f*cking be able to take that." It was reflex for him to snap at Morgue, especially when under stress. He didn't mean to do it so often, in fact, most times he hated it period. He hated the kicked puppy look Morgue would sport but he simply couldnt help himself. He was a vile creature by nature, feeding off of the misery of others. "I bet this dude your competing with is an even bigger pussy than you are." A moment of silence as Finn glared hatefully at nothing at all. "So you might have a chance." It was his way of encouragement...
Really.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyTue Jul 30, 2013 7:52 pm

Morgue simply smirked, shaking his head at his lover.
"Five is good enough." He said, mostly to himself as he looked to Finn. "I hope you're right about him being a pussy though." He winked.
Although he was quite nervous, he knew Finn wouldn't care so he kept it to himself and simply hoped that he could do this.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyWed Jul 31, 2013 11:53 pm

Finn truly didn't care that Morgue was nervous, he found it to be stupid, being he knew for certain that Morgue was was shoe in to win. He had total faith in his lover, even though he kept that well hidden behind his scowl. "Shut the hell up and practice Jeremy, before the f*cktard really does beat you."
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyWed Jul 31, 2013 11:58 pm

"I've practiced for weeks, I'm fine." Morgue flashed a smile at his lover, running a hand through his bleach blonde hair as he sat down on the edge of his bed. "I can't do six without hurting myself." He shrugged his shoulders, moving to kiss Finn's temple. "Thanks for helping me practice, though." He nodded, although he knew Finn would be pissed off at him, like he always was. He felt the need to let the boy know he'd appreciated it.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyThu Aug 01, 2013 10:55 pm

"Oh piss off Jeremy. Don't be a f*cking pratt." Finn ducked his head away, his cheeks redening slightly. Jeremy never failed to do that to him and it only fueled Finn's furey.
"Just go get this the hell over with so I don't have to waist anymore of my time." The devilish boy(literally) snapped rather sharply to his lover.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyThu Aug 01, 2013 11:02 pm

"I love your support." Jeremy chuckled softly, brushing hair from his face as he packed his swords up and led Finn towards the door and out to his car.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyThu Aug 01, 2013 11:05 pm

"Support?" Finn sputtered as though shocked Morgue had actually thought that. "I don't f*cking like you enough to support you, Marilyn." The boy loaded into morgue's car, still fuming.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyThu Aug 01, 2013 11:10 pm

"I know, darling. It was sarcasm." He winked at his lover as he got in the driver's seat, heading towards the venue of tonight's show with a smile on his face.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyThu Aug 01, 2013 11:49 pm

Finn sulked along behind Morgue, dragging his feet a though he didn't want to be there. With one last hateful scowl towards his lover, the boy wonderd off to find his seat. He hoped a small child would be scarred for life after this.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyThu Aug 01, 2013 11:58 pm

Morgue grabbed his wrist as he left though, tugging him back.
"Good luck kiss?" He smirked, though his eyes were hopeful that Finn wouldn't turn him down.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptySat Aug 03, 2013 3:04 pm

"Tsk." Finn's teeth bared into a snarl. "Your going to need more than luck Jeremy." Even so, Finn allowed the man a chaste kiss before stalking down to his seat. He did snap at his lover often, but really he found that Morgue made him happy.
He detested happiness, it was over rated.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptySat Aug 03, 2013 7:01 pm

Morgue grinned as he made his way back to the stage and waited. He waited for quite some time, being his competition was the headlining act.
And finally it was time for him to go on. He found the other man and shook hands before making his way out to the stage.
The two of them took turns, pulling out all their best tricks and Morgue found that they were both doing quite well. They were fairly matched... Morgue had a good feeling though. Until for the final act, the man swallowed not five, like Morgue had heard, but seven swords at once. Morgue cursed in his head, wondering if he should try at all. It would look pathetic now if he could only do five...
But he refused to simply give up. With ease, he got five of the swords down his throat, once more grabbing the sixth. He stayed relax as he slipped the sixth sword down his throat. He could feel it stretching his esophagus, could feel his lungs pressing against the blades as he inhaled.
And then, against his better judgement, he grabbed the seventh sword. As he tried to swallow it, he felt his body protesting. He was about to give up until he looked out into the crowd, setting eyes on his lover, scowl in place.
He thought of receiving a hug from his lover, feeling the boy's pride...
So he forced the sword down his throat, feeling the blade tear into his throat. He gasped, immediately removing all of the swords as he collapsed on the stage, a huge gash through the front of his esophagus. Morgue gasped for air, making a pitiful gurgling noise as he spit up blood.
He was busy trying to breathe as he attempted to run for the exit, knowing Trever was the only one he trusted to fix this. Although he had his doubts that it was fixable...
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyTue Aug 06, 2013 10:19 am

Finn Holloway knew pain, in fact he knew it better than anyone. Pain and misery had become his entire life, between the beatings and burnings of his childhood, his father leaving him with his mother and taking Mathias away to Gaslow with him. Finn dwelled in agony, and learned to thrive from it, but never had he experienced a horror such as this one. As soon as Morgue has exceeded five swords, Finn had been nervous, and as the man managed to down the six, a flicker of pride has passed though him. But when Morgue had continued with the seventh, he felt his stomach lurch in....fear?
Yes, it was definately fear. Or it had been, now that Morgue had indicated he was injured, the fear quickly twisted into heart dropping terror.
Morgue was hurt.
He was bleeding.
It was internal.
And Finn felt his body fumbling, staggering, but at the same time he had never moved so swiftly. His body working out of instinct even though his mind was completely out of sync with the world. Morgue was hurt, and that fact was the center of his universe, the only thing he came back to.
Morgue was HURT.
Finn's hands were trembling, his fingers panicked as they pressed into Morgue's neck, his thumb brushing over the mans Adams apple.
"Jeremy!" Finn's voice was unsteady, unsure.
Finn was never unsure.
"Wh-What the f*ck!" The boy bellowed, he almost would have even seemed angry if not so shocked.
He didn't know what was happening, the only thing he processed was his lover, and the pain on his face. Finn wanted to be strong, he wanted not to f*cking feel like everything was out of control.
But most of all, he simply wanted Jeremy to stay with him, to keep breathing.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyTue Aug 06, 2013 11:50 am

"Hi darling." Morgue's voice was hoarse as he flashed a smile at his lover, his teeth tinted red as he coughed up more blood. "D-do you think you could call Trever for me?" He forced out, the pain coursing through him as he tried to keep a straight face.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyTue Aug 06, 2013 12:20 pm

Finn scrambled for his phone, his other hand moving to take Morgue by the chin, opening his mouth in a desperate attempt to assess the damage.
The call with Trever was short, manly Finn giving random run offs of sentences that his mind moved to fast for him to catch. By the time they hung up, Trever was beside himself with worry. He knew it had to be bad, horribly bad.
Why?
He had never heard Finn sound so helpless, so desperate.
The boy had practically begged him to come.
And Finn would rather die than beg, but for Morgue, he obviously was not above pleading.
"Jeremy." Finn cursed under his breath, his teeth bared as he growled. "What in the f*ck is wrong with you!! You f *cking knew that six was pushing it! You f*cking knew!" Finn's voice eched in accusation, the boy's fingers dug into the flesh of Morgue's shoulders as he shook his lover harshly.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyTue Aug 06, 2013 12:40 pm

"I wanted you to be proud." Morgue flashed another tired grin as he spit blood onto the ground. "That worked out great, huh?" His voice shook with his pain, but he refused to let it show..
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyTue Aug 06, 2013 12:48 pm

Finn bristled with self loathing as the words left Morgue's mouth, his insides tangling together as he felt all the weight of the world come down on his shoulders.
"Stupid arse! Don't you know nothing f*cking makes me happy! And now look at what you f*cking did! Now your hurt! Your hurt and its f*cking bad!" His words came out in a rush, his breath hitching in his throat as he bloodied his hands with Morgues life substance. Looking at the blood on his hands, he felt the notion to vomit. This was his fault, no matter how much he wanted to blame Morgue he knew. If he just wasn't such a hard arse.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyTue Aug 06, 2013 12:53 pm

"Yeah, I know." Morgue sighed. "B-but I saw that look of pride on your face for just a second so I guess it was worth it." He smiled softly, a small gurgling noise following his words as blood rose to his mouth yet again. "Trever should really hurry up..." He blinked several times as he felt himself getting dizzy, trying to keep his eyes open.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyTue Aug 06, 2013 1:06 pm

Helpless. Finn could spit nails simply thinking of helpless people and look at him. He had been reduced to nothing in only seconds.
"You sappy son of a b*tch." Finn carded his fingers through his hair, matting the golden locks with his lovers blood. He was considering what to do when the front door was thrust open. Trever rushed over to the pair, quickly shoving Finn out of the way.
That was a mistake.
Even in the situation, The boy was as violent as ever. He cold cocked Trever in the side of his head, snarling hatefully as he moved back to his lovers side.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyTue Aug 06, 2013 1:11 pm

"Do not hit my doctor." Morgue snickered softly, glancing up at Trever with clouded eyes, his thoughts blurring as he lost far too much blood. He did stare up at Finn though, reaching out a hand to grip one of Finn's, not caring if he was thrown off at this point.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyTue Aug 06, 2013 1:38 pm

Finn, surprisingly, barked little to no protest. In fact, his grip tightened around Morgue's hand as he subconsciously pet the mans platinum blonde hair. Trever immediately understood the problem, and even as he attempted to work, he had already decided that Morgue was a goner.
"Finn..." As the boy lifted his head to catch Trever's gaze, looking upon the mans face, Finn understood everything that the man had yet to say.
Looking down at his lovers bloodied form, he felt his very foundation crumbling. His head dropped forward, his shoulders slumping pathetically as all the air was knocked out of him.
"No." It was a raw whisper, and it left Trever expecting a violent blow up.
But what he did not anticipate was the blood curdling wail that tore from the boy, his head thrown back in pure anguish.
And then?
Trever's jaw went slack as Finn's body convulsed with what seemed to be sobs, broken cries as Finn's eyes produced tears.
Real, genuine, entirely brought on by loss of a loved one, tears.
Finn Holloway was bawling, crying harder than Trever had seen anyone cry.
"N-No! He cant!" Finn struggled function, one of his fist coming down on Morgue's chest. It was meant to hurt but Finn simply didn't have the energy to savagely hit Morgue like he wanted to.
"You can't f*cking do this to me Jeremy!" The boy slung away tears as he shook his head. "You c-cant you arsehole!" His anger flared as grief over whelmed him. Out of breath, and struggling to find something to hold onto, he slumped over onto Morgue. His face pressed into the mans hair as hiccuped.
"I love you." Finn's very first admission if love, and it was full of turmoil and edged with pain. A desperate whisper from a desperate boy.
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyTue Aug 06, 2013 1:46 pm

Jeremy's heart ached as he looked up at Finn. He had never been afraid of death... But now.. as he heard Finn's sobs, he had never wanted to live more.
"I love you too." Morgue whispered, reaching out to hug Finn tightly, the first of his own tears falling down his cheeks. Finn loved him. Even if he died this very second, which he very well might, he could die happy...
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PostSubject: Re: Of Chances & Confessions.   Of Chances & Confessions. EmptyTue Aug 06, 2013 9:09 pm

Finn struggled against his lover, almost unhuman like sounds tearing from him. "You f*cking cant do this to me!" Finn had always known the world was an unfair place, but for the first time in his life, he was not prepared to accept the hand he had been dealt. All he could think about was how Jeremy had fought so hard to be in his life, and how now he was leaving all of a sudden! It just wasn't f*cking fair and with every chest heaving cry, he made sure Morgue knew just how unfair it was.
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"Finn..." Morgue's voice was hoarse, his tears flowing freely as he looked to his lover. "I'm so sorry." He normally would have accepted this, knowing it was simply meant to be. But he could not just lay here and let himself die. He couldn't let himself leave Finn.
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