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PostSubject: Talk About Dmitri Starkov.   Thu Jul 23, 2015 5:49 am

2:Talk about your first kiss.
It was nothing special. My sister, Ekaterina, she had a friend who was in love with me. She was sleeping over one night and somehow she snuck her way into my room. I felt bad and so I pretended I reciprocated her feelings. Like I said, nothing special. We were thirteen.
3:Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for.
Stein, definitely. His beauty was a drug for me. Being with him was like being in another world where he was my sun, my moon, and my stars. I love Ajax terribly but in terms of intensity, Stein is on another level.
4:Talk about the thing you regret most so far.
I’m not sure if my biggest regret is leaving Stein or falling for him in the first place. Probably leaving him, because I think loving him made me a better person and it certainly snapped me out of my depression. He changed me for the better.
7:Talk about your biggest insecurity.
Probably my English. I’m told it’s good but sometimes Stein and Ajax smile at me like I said something funny when I was not trying to. I worry, even though they say it’s adorable.
13:Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.
Ekaterina’s friend again. Though it was a few years later. We hadn’t seen each other in a while since Ekaterina and I had been moving around a lot since our father passed. But we met again at Ekaterina’s funeral. I was lonely enough to accept physical contact from just about anyone. It wasn’t really how I imagined it but I don’t think about it anymore.
22:Talk about your worst fear.
Losing someone I love again. But I’ve faced that fear many times already.
29:Talk about what turns you on.
Beautiful boys who like to take control. I have to admit, it’s pretty hot when Ajax bosses me around. Stein didn’t do it as often but he had his moments. If we’re talking about turn ons just when in the bedroom, I’d say a loud lover.
30:Talk about what turns you off.
I’m pretty sure it’s supposed to be arousing but I find it unattractive when my lovers let me throw them around or do what I want and simply lay there and take it. Making love should be a tiring activity for both parts, I think.
33:Talk about what you do when you are sad.
I used to go to Ekaterina because she seemed to know I was depressed before I did. When she was no longer there, I simply let the sadness consume me. It was a part of me until I met Stein. And then I would go to him and let him make me happy again. He could always do it without even trying. With Ajax, I rarely get sad anymore. He seems to bring me happiness even when he’s not around.
34:Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.
Oh, that is easy. I don’t think people understand the connection one has with a twin. When Ekaterina was shot, it was as if I too took a bullet. The pain was very much physical. I believe I felt all the pain that she did as she died, except that I did not get the sweet release of death so I suffered for much longer. Sometimes I still wake up with the bullet hole throbbing near my left temple.
35:Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.
I wish I could stop being afraid but fear seems to simply be a part of me these days. I’m afraid of losing Ajax at any time. So much so that I’m afraid to leave him alone for more than a few hours. I’m sure he also wishes I’d stop with the fear so he could have some personal space back.
36:Talk about your guilty pleasures.
I don’t know that I have anything I’d consider a guilty pleasure… well, maybe having my lovers dominate me? I don’t like being on the bottom of the act or being with larger men, but I definitely like when my smaller lovers take control. I wouldn’t mind Ajax getting aggressive sometimes, if you know what I mean. I’m always up for new things.
37:Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.
I think this is the first one I don’t have an answer for. Everyone I’ve been with, I was truly in love with. I am a passionate man and I can find something to love in just about everyone. I fall in love hard and fast and I don’t regret any of my past relationships. Looking back on them, they were all real.
39:Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier.
I wish I’d known just how irresistible Ajax was. I wasn’t planning to fall in love again but I guess I should have known I would. Like I said, I fall easily. But if I’d known I’d fall this hard again, I would have never started it in the first place.
40:Talk about the end of something in your life.
I had always thought Ekaterina’s death was the end of my happiness. But it seems like Stein turned that ending into a new beginning instead. I like to think of endings as new beginnings anyways. Makes it less depressing.
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