I am Insane and afriad
I wonder what I did to deserve this
I hear Gabriel screaming and crying
I see My baby's blue face
I want to make it all go away
I am Insane and afraid
I pretend Gabriel actually loves me
I feel like my heart was ripped out and stompped on
I touch my babies icy skin
I worry that he wont come back
I cry because my husband cheated and my baby is gone
I am Insane and Afraid
I understand I cheated too
I say Im dont with Brayden because im married
I dream that one day I can have my babies and my husband with me
I try to keep my cool
I hope we can work this out
I am Insane and Afraid.