Of Hysterics & Heartaches.

Killian ignored him, now that the shirt was gone he was able to lay Toni back on the bed, hovering over the boy to continue his trail of hickies past Toni's neck and onto his chest, all the way down to the em of his pants.
"Yar soh beautiful love."

"Thank you..." Toni whispered, stammering as he looked up at the other man. He had never been so uncomfortable. He always hated his body, covered in scars...

Killian glanced up to Toni's face, his smile dropping lightly as he sensed how uncomfortable Toni was. He knew the smaller boy didn't like his body, Toni had never realized how beautiful he was. Moving back up to face Toni, Killian pressed their foreheads together softly. "Toneh, love, pleaseh...Don' ya feel bad abou' yarself. Ah love ya. Ah love all of yar scars, they remind meh of all weh ave' been through tagether. It reminds meh that ya made it out and ets precious. Yar ah fighter love, ah fighter with tha sweetest smile ah ave' ever seen. Thah's what ah love about ya Toneh. Yar soh good ta everyone, even though fer most of yar life people weren't good ta you. Ya ave been broken love, ah know, but yar still 'ere with meh, and ah would die ta make sure yar never broken again. Jus' as long as ya promise ta live fer meh. Ah love everythin' abou' ya Toneh. Ah love tha stutter in yar words and tha blush ya always ave. Ah love tha way ya smile at meh, er tha way ah always know ya love meh. Yar tha one person ah'm going ta spend tha rest of mah life in love with ya..."

Toni trembled as he listened to Killian speak. He was speechless, his eyes becoming damp with tears.
He leaned in and kissed the man softly. It was very rare that he initiated these kinds of kisses. It was passionate, deep, real. His hands came to grasp Killian's cheeks, pressing him closer.

Killian allowed himself to get lost in the kiss, his hands covering Toni's as their lips molded together in what had to be the best kiss Killian had ever experienced. He could not express how humbled he was to be in bed with the one boy he had loved since he had been a mere child.

Toni pressed Killian as close as he could possibly get him. He himself got a bit lost in the moment, for once not quite so shy and awkward. He quickly broke the kiss for a matter of seconds to throw Killian's shirt off before he was back atop of Killian, kissing him once more, even harder, pressing their lips together furiously.

Killian was savoring the moment, his hands resting on Toni's hips to grind their groins together. He wanted to be intimate with Toni in every way, and honestly he would never forget this. He felt extremely special to be the man Toni can relax around. It was precious.

Toni panted as he pulled back, licking his kiss swollen lips as he flashed a smile at the other boy. It wasn't his normal shy half smile. It was a full on grin. He was beaming, his entire face lighting up as he grinned at Killian.
He stood up, shimmying out of his own tight jeans before tugging Killian up as well, trying to yank his pants off.

Killian reached down to help him, every brush of their skin making the man shiver. Toni's smile had given him butterflies, made him weak in the knees. "Oh love...Yar smile es soh gorgeous." He had to comment on it. He was falling even deeper in love with that shining smile. Once he had discarded his pants, he reached for his boxers, sliding them off before allowing his hands to tug on Toni's, asking or permission to remove them.

Toni found his gaze drawn to Killian's erection, his eyes wide. It was big... bigger than he was used to... He quickly stammered a yes in response to Killian's question, trying to hide the blush once again on his cheeks.

Killian gently began tugging on Toni's boxers, a smirk adorning his features once he noticed how Toni was staring at his erection. His penis was lengthy, thick and dripping with precum. He credited his size to his father being he knew how large his father was first hand. "Ya like et love?"

"I-I... uh... um... wow." Toni said simply, stuttering as he averted his gaze, his blush only growing deeper. "It's..." He trailed off. "Really big." He murmured, staring down at his feet as he slid his boxers down his legs.

"Awh love, ah forget thah ets been a while since ya seen meh." Killian stoked his erection lightly. "It remembers ya." He winked to the small boy, rather amused with his reaction.

Toni whined at the sight of Killian touching himself, his own member throbbing.
"Neh..." He let out a soft groan as he eyed his erection before looking back at Killian's. "You grew a lot since the last time." He giggled softly. Killian had been maybe ten the last time they had been together, and it had been by force then.

Killian rubbed the back of his neck, a light blush creeping up his cheeks. "Yah, but ah was still pretteh big." He always had a huge ego. With the hand he was not using to stroke himself, he reached out to gently cup Toni's balls, his fingers rolling the testicals gently.

Toni's jaw dropped, a loud moan forcing its way from his mouth. He looked away, his cheeks seeming to have a permanent blush on them today.
"Killian." He whined.

"Oh wow, tha kitten purs." Killian leaned forward, his lips capturing Toni's as his hand moved from the boys testicals to his erection, slowly pumping the boys member.

"O-Oh..." Toni shuddered as he clenched his eyes shut, his member only growing harder, the tip leaking. "Killian... please... I-I want you..."

"Oh wow love, thes es ah treat." Killian's lips found Toni's neck, sucking gently as one of his fingers moved around to gently press against the boys entrance.

Toni whined as he leaned back against the couch.
"I-I don't need that." He shook his head. He had never gotten it before, why would he now?

"Take et fer me?" Killian's finger pressed deeper. "Ah want ya ta get tha full experience love. Let make prep ya, and even if ya don't need ta beh stretched ya can still enjoy et."

"But I'll be too loose." Toni sighed, glancing up at Killian. He always worried about being too loose as it was, he hated being stretched.

"Toneh, yar hurtin' mah finger love. Ah doubt ah could even get inside ya if ah didn't stretch ya first." Killian's finger began a slow pace, moving in and out of his lover sensually.

Toni moaned softly, his walls clenching and unclenching as Killian's finger slid in and out of his tight passage.
"I need you in me..." He whined, blushing at how dirty that sounded. But he truly was desperate.

Killian groaned softly, his erection twitching as he savored hearing Toni's pretty mouth speak such dirty things. "Ah need ta be inside ya too love, but ah like touchin' ya like this."