Don't Need It...

Joslin rolled his eyes.
"You're so persistent..."

"Yes I am, because you are special and I refuse to let you get away from me." Chord nodded to himself.

"I'm really not that special Chord." Joslin sighed and shook his head.

"Well too me you are and That what count with me so if your special to me your doomed to my wanting to love you so deal with it, I wont go away."

Joslin sighed.
"what makes me so special anyways?" He asked.

"Everything, your eyes, your voice, how I know there is another side to you, a sweeter side that I want to meet one day, and how your hair gets bright when you stand under one of those big lights in the bar, how you and I both know your precious....."

"I think you're on drugs." Joslin sighed, leaning over to peck his cheek nonetheless.

Chord grinned widely at him, leaning back in his chair.
"If I am then your my drug and I dont wanna be sober."

Joslin rolled his eyes.
"You're an idiot..."

"Im high off my love for you baby." He wiggled his eyes brows, chuckling.

Joslin drug a hand down his face.
"You should be hanging out with the kids instead of me..."

"I got the kids, they are playing, come on, they would rather play than have me ruin the fun. and my fun is you, your beautiful and entertaining." He smiled softly.

"I dont know about beautiful but I'm entertaining as hell." He smirked with a laugh.

"Yeah, not with me babe." He sighed softly. Joslin did entertain other men, he fucked them and what not, all he ever did was roll his eyes at Chord and tell him to fuck off.

Joslin sighed.
"I could be but you're not that simple..."

"No im not, I like you too much to be that simple Joslin, If I ever get you into my bed it will be special for both of us.

He sighed.
"Well that ain't gonna happen Chord...."

"Joslin....don't tell me it wont....I wont except that okay? If you are ever going to give ANYONE a chance, it will be me damnit, I wont give up on you."

"Well I won't give anyone a chance Chord." He shook his head. "I made a promise to myself. No relationships."

Chord leaned over the table taking Joslin's hand.
"I can wait...I wont hurt you Joslin...You might think im scum now because I did cheat on Ben...But you know what? Im not that kid,I dont do that. I want to know you Joslin, the part you hide away, and one day, ill meet that side...And ill make it fall in love with me.”

"Chord... you aren't going to meet that side. No one knows that side. I hate that side." That side was a pussy.

"Joslin....Dont tell me im not, ill just try even harder to prove you wrong." He sat back, smiling at Bruno when the child jumped into his arms.

"Try as hard as you want Chord." Joslin sighed, smilling at Avery.

Bruno looked up, frowning at Joslin.
"Mwy dawdy awdays twies hawrd...."
Chord nodded, kissing the boys head. "He knows..."
He paused, pulling Avery up and sitting him beside Bruno in his lap.
"Who wants ice cream?"

"Oh me!" Avery waved his hand in the air as Joslin laughed at his son.