Don't Need It...

Chord just stared into the beautiful purple eyes.
"Oh...."
He was speechless...

Joslin averted his gaze.
"Can I have my contact back now?"

"Umm, Alright...." He took Joslin's hand and dropped the contact into it.
"You know.....You really are the definition of true beauty."

Joslin snorted.
"And you are the definition of a liar. G'night." He had to get away from this boy...

"Hey, I might be alot of things but I am no liar. Your....breath taking, anjd for me to say that, there is something about you Joslin. And Imma try but dont go out with me, you could have so much better."

"Goodbye Chord..." He repeated and with that he headed home for the night.

Chord stayed a while, listening to his friend play music but his mind was far away, thinking about Joslin while his heart was at a home he bought, wanting to kiss his son good night.
So what he was seventeen, he had a kid....

Joslin walked inside and took off all of the leather and sexy clothing. He dressed in pajamas and walked to his son's bedroom.
"Hey baby..."
"Mwomma." His son smiled up at him.
"Yeah baby, momma's here."
"Ish daddy hewa?"
"No baby, i told you daddy isn't gonna get here any time soon..."

When Chord got home all the lights were out, it was cold, and it was...
Lonely.
He changed into a T-Shirt and some Boxers, sat at his bed for a while and held a picture of his son, the phone pressed to his ear. He could hear his former boyfriend Ben in the back, trying to get his son to say something hurtful to him but his baby was trying not to listen.
"I mwiss ew dawdy."
"I know Short Stack. I miss you too..."
"Tan ew tome swee mwe toon?"
"I don't know, ask momma."
He could hear Ben immediately come back with a no.
"Its alright baby, ill see ya sometime."
"Tay....Swing mwe to bed?"
"Anything, what do you wanna hear?"
"I dunno..."
"Okay, just lay down."
He waited until he knew Bruno was laying down before he started.
"Daddy is gone right now but it wont last long, next time I sing this song it wont be over a phone. Bruno baby daddy misses you, he wishes he could give hugs and kisses to you. But right now it bedy boo time, sleeping tonight till the sun shines. One day don't worry, you will wake up really early, and daddy will be snuggling you close, because one day, what momma says wont matter no mo." He grinned, chucking as his son giggled.
"Night night, sleep tight, don't let uncle Aristotle bite."
"Night dada, love you."
"Love you too Bruno..."
Ben hung the phone up, leaving Chord sitting on the edge of his bed, wiping away the tears of a father who was missing his son.

Joslin tucked Avery into bed and walked back to his own room, lying down in bed and hugging his knees to his chest.
He dreamt of Chord that night and he diidn't like it one bit.

Chord didn't go to bed, he stayed awake, his thoughts on his son, and the boy he had met at the bar and why he liked him so much.

In the midle of the night, Avery came to climb in bed with his mother. Joslin held him close, feeling awful for being such a terrible mother...

Chord was up early that morning, getting ready to go to court over his son, he was going to find some way to see Bruno too...

Joslin woke up early, dropped Avery off with a friend and started getting ready. It took him hours to get ready every morning.
Piling on all the makeup, putting in the contacts, picking out what slutty outfit to wear. It all got so tiring...

Chord was done with court early, the judge once again prolonged it so he was out of luck for now, but the man did say Chord could have Bruno in a while to spend the day together until he reached a verdict.
Chord went back to the club, finding his friend and they had lunch while going on about Ben and Bruno.

Joslin was out and about by noon, searching for tonight's fuck already.

Chord was getting many invites but he didnt want to fuck, he wanted to choke Ben son he could have his baby.

Joslin was getting several invites. He waited until one caught his eye. They fucked in the restaurant bathroom. How classy.

Chord was still in his suit, he had found someone and they were now dancing, not slutty dancing either. Sort of like ball room dancing.

Joslin walked out of the bathroom, makeup smeared, hair messed up. He eyed Chord and watched him for a moment, taking a seat and watching some more, discreettly.

When the dance ended he let the boy go, kissing his hand. His parents made him learn to dance for all their formal parties. Chord ran a hand over his face, it was obvious he was upset, he always was when it came to Ben and Bruno.

Joslin shook his head and laid back in the bench seat. His eyes slidd shut and soon he dozed off right there..

Chord finally spotted him, he put on a smile and took a seat next to the man.
He sighed and smiled.
"Still stunning."

"Still a liar..." Joslin yawned, sleepily curling up.

"Wanna go out on a date with the liar now?" He smiled softly at the dark boy.